Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.

i don't know. i'm fairly depressed right at this moment, so it's hard to be objective. i would like to finally lose that 20 pounds i've been struggling with for the past two years. i guess you can file that under "follow-through."

i find myself sliding out my previously established black-and-white world and things are slowly turning to gray. the things is, it's uncharted territory. things i was totally against 2-3 years ago don't sound so bad right now. things i would have judged people for don't seem so important today. i just wish i could say, "i'm going to change this about my life" and have the ability to do it without ruining any relationships or dynamic.

i would stop being so afraid of what i can't control and just do it, sink or swim.