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it's official... i've joined WW again. for about the 5th time. the first time i just couldn't get past that 9th pound. stupid psyche. now i've gained them all back and a few extra. i'm blaming the anti-depressant, but really it's the pizza and the brownies. of course, i'm riding 35+ miles a week on my bike, so you'd think it would all balance out. yeah, no.

so yesterday was my first meeting in a long time. i saw numbers on that scale that i haven't seen in 22 years. y.u.k. so now i'm over being depressed and ready to starve! i had used up all my points yesterday, so i had to eat cucumbers and hummus for dinner. but the great thing about that is that, as long as i kept track of the hummus, i could cram as many cucumbers in my maw as i wanted. sometimes i just like eating like that, but i need to stop it with the tortilla chips, you know.

i've been trying to cook better, when i actually stand at the stove. there's this vegetable fried rice recipe that i got from Cooking Light.com that totally rules. and it's easy. and you can fill that recipe with as many veggies as you want. but tonight, i'm making WW mac and cheese. we'll see how that turns out. at first i thought it called for fat-free cheese, which i think is an abomination against nature. but it really takes low-fat cheese. i hope it tastes good. wish me luck.

actually, wish me luck on everything. i have a pan of home-made brownies that i just made on Sunday sitting on my stove. anyone want them? from scratch. no, really.