everything fails me.

my ipod has been erased by a program that i was using to get everything off of it. since my hard drive is completely gone, this was all i had left. now it's all gone.

why does this keep happening to me? why? i was just flipping through my ipod thinking of all of the music i don't have anymore and how careful i had to be. why i am so fucking stupid? i am so tired of being stupid. so fucking tired of things failing me.